Operation Colorado Wildfire Aid

This week has been a bit of a whirlwind!  We returned from visiting my sister on Tuesday.  Wednesday I returned to my office and back to the grind.  Because I hadn't been on Facebook that often while away, nor watching the news, I was sort of out of the loop on the extreme devestation happening out West.  However, once I popped back on Facebook I started seeing the images!  They horrified me!  Especially the images of horses walking along the streets as people herded them away from the fires.  I saw posts and news articles about the extreme need of help out there for all of these equine victims. 

Highway 87 outside Roundup, MT - Photo taken by Dahl Higgins

Within me, I knew I had to try to help!  Dreaming of Three HAD to help!  TEAM DO3 had to help!  I couldn't even imagine my Sis or my kids ponies being one of these animals trying to get to safety from those fires!  My first thought was to create a T-shirt to sell!  So, of course, I called my buddy at Dog Pound Printing, Rick, and asked "How quick can you get me a shirt made?"  He was ready to jump on it, and even teamed up with me to get these shirts cheaper so that we'd have more money to donate from the profits!  My head spinned all night, as I searched around trying to figure out exactly what I'd want on the shirts.  I finally came up with an image, shot it to Rick, he put it all together, and they turned out exactly how I wanted them!!! 

You can purchase shirts at http://dreamingofthree.bigcartel.com/product/colorado-wildfire-aid-2012-shirt for $25 each!

I contacted one of the facilities out in Colorado Springs-Norris Penrose Event Center, and got all the information I needed in order to make a contribution in the form of funds!  As that is the number one thing they needed, was money!  Second thing they needed--HAY!

So, I thought about it a bit.posted that I wanted to figure a way to get some hay donations to them--  then seemingly in sync, a Team DO3 member, Kylie Wells sent me a note telling me that she would be willing to drive out there, if we could find a trailer and get some sponsored money for fuel.  So, I went to work.  Trying to figure out how to do this.  Trying to find a trailer to borrow, a location for drop off, etc.  However, there seemed to be some snags with just taking a flatbed trailer with a load of hay across states lines-weight issues, agriculture-all kinda of things I had no clue about!  I went to my good friend, Karrin, at Forever Safe Farms, who owns a trucking company, RF Campf Transport.  Within moments of telling her our plan, she was on board to donate one of her van trailer trucks to take the load out to Colorado!

All seemed to be falling in place!  We got the truck now-check!  We got the donation spot, which will be this weekend at Simmons Equestrian Center, in Negley Ohio at their Firecracker Classic-check.  Now all we need are tons of people donating 2-3 bales of hay each to fill this semi!  We figure about 500-700 bales, depending on size of bales and how well we stack it!     

When I left my office today, we had raised over $200 from the t-shirt sales, people donated $125 for fuel costs, and since I've returned home, I've received at least 9 more orders and several more donations for fuel!!!  It truly is amazing that when people work together to accompolish something we can make such an large impact!

I am so proud to say that Dreaming of Three and TEAM DO3 didn't hesitate to spring into action when such a National crisis was happening!  Together, with other people and companies we joined hands and figured out a way to make things happen!  We didn't sit back watching, we acted.  We were able to make an avenue for others to help out as well.   As sometimes that is all that it takes to get a community together as a whole, to help others in need-is the avenue to do so. 

Thank you to everybody that has made it possible!  Please check Dreaming of Three's Facebook page for daily updates on the success of our mission in "Operation Colorado Wildfire Aid".  We will also have some news and press coverage of all this over the next few days and through the weekends as well. Keep an eye out for us!!! 

Update On Sis

On Monday, my friend Jeanie and I loaded up the trailer with 4 horses, including Sis to take to Sommerset to see Dr. Brown.  Of course, we were all nevous about the outcome for each. 

Dr. Brown, did the lameness test on Sis, and revealed what a huge heart my mare has!  She had never shown any signs of being sore at all this last year until just within this last month.  Walking slow up hills, stopping behind barrels, etc.  So, no doubt, she was hock sore.  Which in turn made her front end sore from trying not to use her hind end.  Who knows if last year this all started, and caused her stress, which could have lead to her bleeding.  We'll never know for sure, but with a horse that has such a huge heart to go into an areana and perform hurting or not, it's hard to tell.  Dr. Brown said for as lame as she was, and yet still running as she was, with fixing her up, she should be able to shave 1/2 second off her time!  Which is very exciting!  I guess I better hold on!  After he looked her over, determined everything, he looked at me and said "We are going to fix your horse!".  I wanted to cry!  Was so happy to hear those words! 

He injected her hocks, showed me her xrays of her front feet, which the left front needs corrective shoeing as her coffin bone is a little rotated.  Which that is also an easy fix, and we basically knew she had issues in the front foot anyway, as I would always stress when I'd get a new farrier, as several have crippled her not knowing the angles to make her foot. 

He also scoped her, which all was good, no scars, no tumors, no blooed left in her airways.  So, he was not even concerned with the bleeding issue, just told me to treat her as a bleeder with lasiks, and run her as normal.  He also did bloodwork, which all came back normal. 

So, although a hefty vet bill, I came home relieved that all was covered, and we have fixed the issues!  The other horses we took, one needs 60 days off, another also needs some corrective shoeing, and another had to have a foot wired where it cracked a little, and should be up and going soon. 

Also, you can read my three part interview on Barrel Racing Blog, as it is all finished up now. 

http://thebarrelracingblog.com/ 


I have also finished the video from the rodeo with Gabby.  I've had a lot of wonderful compliments on it so far. 

   "It was very touching to see it and better understand the experience. Seeing really is believing!!! It's amazing what we take for granted that others have never been able to see, feel or be apart of and when they do how truely special it is." -- Sue Rhoades (co-worker and friend)

"Your videos are always the best..and they always bring tears to my eyes, esp this one!! I hope I'm off for the next rodeo/rodeo kid to get to experience it with you/them " -- Julianne Smith/TEAM DO3 member and donator of some great gifts for Gabby

https://vimeo.com/44340902

Gabby's First Rodeo

What a fun filled day and evening at the Central PA Rodeo in Huntingdon PA with Gabby & her family.  What a nice family! 

We left for the rodeo around noon, as I just wanted to make sure I was there and get the lay of the land before the Polizzi family arrived at 6:00 p.m.  I wanted to touch base with all my contacts, etc. 

The rodeo was quite in the middle of nowhere! 

We arrived about 4:00, and right away I felt like a fish outta water.  I had no clue where we were supposed to park.  I could see where the horse trailers were, but had no clue how to get there.  So, we came driving through where normally just the cars park until Jen, at the Central PA Rodeo recognized me and then stopped us and told us how to get around to the backside of the racetrack, the pits! 

We parked, unloaded, and as I looked around, I knew not a soul.  None of my "peeps" that I am normally with on weekends were anywhere around.  Alot of smiling faces, and nice people, but none that I knew.  I cleaned Smoke up, kids wanted me to put some of the gypsy tails in, put some glittery stuff on, and then fed him.

I wanted to get my entry fees paid and over with, so once the family arrived, I wasn't rushing around.  The place to do that was pointed out to me, but nobody was there.  Here lies the first thing I didn't know about rodeos.  I texted Janet Kerr, saying where in the world are the people taking the entry fee money..she then told me an hour before performance they will be there, to relax.  They did arrive earlier than that, so I hurried up, with my checkbook in hand as I always would do at jackpots on weekends, not realizing, CASH only!  We were $10 short on the entry fee, and still had to buy the Polizzi's dinner.  So, my hubby Sean, quickly unhooked and headed down the nearby Sheetz!    As he pulled out, Grumpy (as I'll call this particular cowboy that parked near us.  As when he arrived, he grumbled as he asked to borrow a pick to clean up the horseshit he parked by), Grumpy yelled to Sean, "Hey, you forgot your horsetrailer". 

While Sean was out saving my butt, the Polizzi's arrived.  I got them all dinner, and seated. 

Meanwhile, Sean got the cash, paid my entry fee, and all was good. 

Carrie, at the Rawhide Rodeo company brought over some wonderful gifts and autographs from performers and from Rawhide Rodeo! Sean and the kids helped me bring all the gifts from TEAM DO3 members, sponsors, family & friends!  As I looked at all those gifts, I felt really good that I have been able to open up this door for all to participate, to show a little girl who is so strong and brave, that there are alot of loving caring people out here in this world.  No doubt Gabby had tons of things to take home with her.  Her siblings as well!  Joe was thrilled about the autographed football!  I'm so glad they had a large van, as there was so much stuff for all of them to take home! 

It was then time to go get on and line up for grand entry.  Smoke seemed a little spooked by some of the flag carriers, but luckily, Carrie, from Rawhide Rodeo came out with a flag riding her horse, and I was able to walk along side her, getting Smoke somewhat accustomed.  Then the trick rider also came over with another flag, flanking me and Smoke, with the flags flying-so it was a good practice for him. 

Once we lined up, Smoke doesn't stand still, so I had to continuously walk.  As all the cowboys started coming over, I started to get heckled for the gypsy tails.  I got, "Hey, you have something in your horse's tail".  "Looks like diarrhea, better get that out".  I shot back, "could you pick it out for me", none wanted to of course.  One of the hecklers was "grumpy".    I think about 4-5 hecklers were after me about those gypsy tails.  Never realized what a "no no" gypsy tails were at a rodeo!  My kids liked them, that's all I knew! 

Grand entry went well, and several times I was able to wave to Gabby and her family (along with my own as Shane over excitedly waved every time I went by).    Afterwards, I quickly removed the gypsy tails however! Saw "Grumpy" and let him know I took them out!  He said "good!"   Then, I headed back up to the stands to sit with everybody for a bit before my run.  My hubby said I was pacing back and forth though, as I started up to stands, then back to trailer several times.  I wasn't pacing, however, I had this feeling of Smoke getting lose.  So I kept going and checking his tie. 

The rodeo started, they announced at one point about Gabby being a special guest.  Mike Short, Jr. came over to say hello and to give them some autographed cd's and tshirts. 

Some of the other performers throughout the rodeo stopped over as well.  It's amazing how when you open the door up for others to help make a child's night at the rodeo special, all the people that do not hesitate!  This part is really what makes me feel great!  That organizing the "rodeo kids" program, brings alot of the people in the rodeo world together helping a special child.  Most of us are strangers in the beginning of the night, but by the end of the night we are all hugging each other goodbye, giving the kids hugs and happy we were all successful in making a memorable night for the Polizzi's.

Then, was time for me throw my leg over the saddle, and prepare to run!  I was slightly nervous, but not too bad.  I knew Smoke would work.  He is a level headed horse.  The chutes we had to run through to get to the arena filled with bulls, didn't bother him in the least.  As I walked up through, I thought about Sis, and how would she handle this!  (I knew the answer! NOT well!).  We were able to get in the pen to warm up, which for me was good to feel the arena a bit, get Smoke used to the view behind each barrel. 

 Then, was time to clear the arena, and get ready to run.  I was draw #6. 
I didn't want him going in too hard, as I wanted to make sure he stopped and turned that first and crossing over to the second properly.  He did well.  I held him a bit too long I could see at the first, but wasn't too bad.  The barrels weren't as tight as I'd like, but again, not horrible.  Of course, as I normally do on a new horse, I pulled up before the timer, as they shut the gate.  Not knowing Smoke well enough, I wasn't sure how quickly he'd stop with that gate closed, and didn't want him busting through it, getting hurt or hurting the men holding the gate.  Better safe than sorry! 
http://youtu.be/Juj9zoxC4_o
Here is the video of the run.

Was very cool to hear all the cheering!  One thing that is alot better than a regular jackpot on the weekends.  For a few seconds, you feel like a Super Star!

Gabby enjoyed it all! 

Here brother, Joe, seemed to video tape the entire rodeo!  And her sister, Danielle, also seemed to have fun and enjoy it! 


Gabby also enjoyed Shane, my son!  Once I got back to the stands, they seemed to  quickly turn into best buds.  At times, she was having more fun joking and laughing with Shane, than she was watching the rodeo!  I teased her mother, Deb, that maybe next time, just a play date is in order! 

At one point, my husband told me I better get to the trailer, as Smoke wasn't there.  I was blocked in the stands, and couldn't get out quick enough.  But, before I got out, Sean told me "Grumpy" came walking back to the trailer with Smoke, and tied him back up!  So although, Grumpy was a bit Grumpy, he saved Smoke from who knows what!  As there was a highway right off the rodeo grounds.  I told Sean, "Great, now when I go back to the trailer, he's going to heckle me about my knot!"  I've never had a horse get lose, so I have no clue what happened, my knots are usually good!    But, Sean told me Grumpy loaded up and left!  Even though I felt I'd be heckled, I felt bad I couldn't thank him for catching and returning Smoke safe and sound.  At times, I have a "7th sense" as I'll call it.  I kept "seeing" Smoke get lose, that's why I was pacing before I returned to the stands.  And then, of course, he gets lose!

After the rodeo was over, my friends from my work that had also come to watch the rodeo and sit with us, along with the Polizzi's came over to say hello to Smoke.  The kids each fed him a treat and got to see how large he actually is.  I was wishing I had brought Snowball, my mascot.  I just didn't think there would be the opportunity for everybody to come over to say hello to the animals.  Perhaps next time. 

All in all, Smoke's first rodeo, my first IPRA Rodeo, and my first "Rodeo Kids" program while competing went really well!  I feel that everybody had a blast!  I realized however, that competing while having a Rodeo Kid family with me, is a little bit harder than just going to watch.  I haven't quite determined if I prefer it one way over the other.  As I didn't get to spend much time with Gabby, with grand entry, running, etc.  I really enjoyed being able to see everything that was happening with Amy & Trenton.  With Gabby, I missed the announcement, several performers coming over to say hello to them, etc.  (although all is on video).  Of course, I wanted to get my first IPRA rodeo under my belt, and I feel that because my priorities are now changed with how I view rodeos-I was able to relax a bit more once I arrived and the Polizzi's arrived.  As for last night's rodeo, I wasn't so worried about knocking a barrel or being the fastest (yes, I would have liked to have been the fastest, but I'll gain confidence over time), my biggest concern was Gabby.  My smiles came from Gabby last night.  Knowing I was able to wave to her in grand entry, knowing she was hooting and hollering for me as I ran and that I had a descent run for my first, and knowing she was just having the time of her life, at her very first rodeo!  I hope, that Dreaming of Three has introduced her and her family to something that they will continue to attend and enjoy for he rest of their lives--the best sport in America, Rodeo! 

Gabby Polizzi & Jackie Harris, Central PA Rodeo June 16, 2012



Central PA Live

Yesterday, I have to say, as quite exciting for my family.  We headed out to State College about noon to go to our tv interview on the Central PA Live show.  We arrived at the studio about 3:30.  It certainly wasn't I expected.  It was very quiet, just the camera man and the host.  They certainly made us all feel comfortable. 

We watched the show from the conference room, or were allowed to go out and watch it live.  But when it's a live feed, the tv is delayed a few seconds, so hearing it on tv., and listing to her talk, it was hard to concentrate on one or the other.  So we wathed mostly on the tv in conference room. 

I tried to tell myself just to remain calm, as when it comes to talking about what I've started, what we are doing now, I am at ease with everybody.  It shouldn't be any different talking to somebody while being filmed.  There was no studio audience, so it should be fairly easy.  However, I still was nervous, regardless.  My husband said that I did a good job, that I didn't stutter or lose train of thought.  My son however, locked up a tiny little bit.  My daughter tried hiding behind us.  I guess their acting careers aren't going to start in the near future!  :) 

So here is the segment:

http://wearecentralpa.com/fulltext?nxd_id=377852 

After the interview, we met up with a co-worker and friend and headed to Delgrosso's Park, who is also one of my Rodeo Kids sponsors.  It was a beautiful night, and the kids rode some rides until about 8:30 p.m., and we headed home.  

We arrived home fairly late, and had to get up for work next morning, but I still rushed to the computer to see the clip!    Then of course thought about everybody I could send it to!  I thought for sure by morning, with the tv spot, I'd have 20 more likes on my Facebook page!  I acquired three.  :(  I told my husband, it's amazing what you think will bring traffic doesn't so much, then what you don't think will bring traffic, does.  He told me it was all worth it though, as it was experience for me, and it did get the word out there.  So maybe more will come to the rodeo Saturday night, more will look up Dreaming of Three at a later date.  Regardless, it will go on my website to the library of media, which is always a good thing!

On another great note, I talked with Connie Combs, and she agreed to give all TEAM DO3 members a subscription to her quarterly newsletter, Let's Ride!  So we have added yet another great benefit to the TEAM membership!

I will be working on a Press Release over the weekend regarding Connie's teaming up with TEAM DO3 as well!



As The Pony Herd Changes

Last night my family and I went to try a new pony for my son, Shane.  His little pony, Molly, he seemed to grow out of overnight! 

However, when we bought Molly a little over a year ago, I knew she wasn't going to be his mount for very long, but with him wanting to go faster all the time, I wanted to make sure he was on a pony that he wouldn't get hurt upon doing so.

One time we took Molly over to my good friend, Jeanie's ranch.  Her grandson, Gavin rode Molly for a little while.  From that point on, Gavin was awaiting Shane to be done riding her.  Everytime I'd see Gavin, he'd ask me "Is Shane done with that pony yet?". 

After the weekend at Venango, when Shane got 3rd place in the peewee barrels, Shane told me he wanted to go faster.  Then on the way home, a friend of mine told me about a larger pony for sale that was really nice.  Shane said he wanted to go faster in order to win more for DO3!  So, with that statement, I thought, well, now we HAVE to go look at this little pony. 

Last night, we did so, and Shane told me he is already attached to "Nikki".  He had a smile from ear to ear as he went around the arena and then around the barrels (only at a trott so far).  He will no doubt be running and pushing hard once he gets accustomed to her scaring me to death!  It's probably the #1 reason I never pushed my kids to get those barrel ponies right away, as it scares momma watching them go faster!  But, I imagine he has inherited that "need for speed" from me!

My daughter, Sierra, is just fine with trail riding her old little pony, Bell, for now.  She's a little more timid than Shane, but I have no doubt that with Nikki's help, she'll evenetually be ready to go faster as well.  For now though, she is going to enter the non-speed classes at fun shows, such as trail, egg and spoon, simon says, etc.  to win her donations to TEAM DO3!  I told her, that is just fine, she doesn't have to be a barrel racer for now.  To just do what she is comfortable doing and have fun!  That is all that is important.

While at Simmons Equestrian Center trying Nikki, I also got my last barrel run on Smoke before the rodeo this weekend.  With the new head gear, Smoke ran awesome.  I feel that I gained more confidence on him, and that I am ready!  He is such a good boy, and doesn't give any hassle's at all.  I feel he'll eventually be a great rodeo horse!



Donated by Horsehair Bracelets by Candance

I've received some more items for Gabby as well in the last few days.  She is going to have loads!

Donated by Southpaw Beadworks



I also asked Franco to sign a football for Gabby's brother, Joe.  Of course, he had no problem!

So, I'll be compiling all the gifts, and packing them up for Saturday!  I'm very much looking foward to meeting Gabby and her family and also running in my first IPRA Rodeo! 

Also, Rodeo News has told me that they will be finishing up my "Member Highlight" story here in the next few days!  So I'm excited to read that article!  Cowgirls In Style's article should be out in the next day or so! 

Today, is the tv interview with Central PA Live as well.  It will only be my family making the trek, as the other Team members unfortunately, are dealing with injured horses and awaiting vets.   I'm excited and nervous all at the same time!  However, I think it is a great opportunity to let everybody know about some of the things Dreaming of Three is doing.  I hope all goes well, and that I do not say anything dumb!  I plan on speaking from my heart, and hopefully that will make it all go well.





Crazy Mornings

Yestserday morning I woke up at 5:45 a.m., loaded Sis on the trailer to go meet my friends to haul to the vet in Somerset, PA. I got there, unloaded Sis, loaded her on their trailer, and we headed on our journey. We all were somber, as all three of us weren't sure if we were going to come back from this vet trip with barrel horses or retired barrel horses.

We managed to get 10 minutes down the road, and we got a call from the vet's office saying he had to cancel all his appointments for the day as his wife was in labor. So, we turned around, I unloaded Sis from their trailer, loaded her back on mine and headed home. (quickly, as I didn't want to waste a vacation day). Got home about 7:50 a.m., unloaded Sis and hurried to my car to drive that hour to work! Luckily, I made it in on time, so I didn't have to count a vacation day! However, I had felt like I was up and drove a million miles by 9 a.m.! shwew! The things we do for our beloved horses!

We rescheduled for Monday of next week. I am anxious to know the outcome and nervous all at the same time. I just want a report on her, so I can move on. Whether it be giving her a couple more weeks off, or if it's thinking about what stallion I want to breed her to as her career being over.

Shirt donated by Lope for Hope

On another note, I am quickly getting all the items for Gabby in as well and thought I would share some of the wonderful items with you. Everybody has been very excited about taking part of the Rodeo Kids program and I am just loving it!

Donated by Britt Hall & mom

Donated by Julianne Smith

Donated by Cowgirlz Flair

Donated by Jessicas Custom Creations

Donated by HorsnHayes a personalized coloring book and crayons/pencils (front)

HorsnHayes Coloring book back cover

Hat from Cowgirl Swank

Also,  all the items that people have given to me as a gift,  just wanting to do something nice for me for all my effort, has  meant the world to me!  All my years of barrel racing, I've never won a buckle or saddle.  It seemed like when I was on top, fighting for that top spot and at the top of my game, I lost the horse I was riding.  So the buckle and saddle has always seemed elusive for me.  I've won plenty of awards through the years, just not the buckle and saddle.  Now with Sis being down, I am watching the standings for IPRA and my name get bumped lower and lower and lower.  Until I am sure I won't be in the top 10 or top anything!  However, when I look at the things people have done to support me,  generously given to me or the rodeo kids,  it makes me realize that people notice all the hard work I've put into trying to make Dreaming of Three/TEAM DO3 a success and that they believe in it all.  Those items are more meaningful to me than a buckle or saddle could have ever meant in the grand scheme of things.  It's really made me realize, that I do want to continue to improve in the arena with barrel racing, but not to acquire a saddle, or buckle-but moreso to do more for those charities and for those kids that are fighting or who have fought cancer or heart disease.  That is what is important now.  To be successful in order to be able to give back more.  So, I'm going to close my eyes to all those points, and just make sure I am succeeding when I do compete, whether it be pulling a check or whether it be just making more people aware of what TEAM DO3 is all about and getting more riders involved so that our Team grows!

A print given to me from HorsnHayes

Note on backside of print!

Given to me by Sandra Whitcomb, after I described my "vision" of what I thought TEAM DO3 could be!
A calgary of riders, all disciplines, charing after cancer,heart disease and animal cruelty to conquer it-one ride at a time!
(can see my logo in the clouds!  How cool is that!)

Road Trip!

When I found out my draw number for the rodeo in Huntingdon, I decided to try to get some tv coverage!  Therefore, putting out some press releases.  I'm happy to say, that "Central TV Live" will be having us on the show on Thursday, June 14!  It is on at 4:00, and of course is LIVE! 

So, I called to my posse of TEAM DO3 riders, and asked if any would like to be on tv with me!  As I would do so much better with some support from my Team!  Along with my family, I have seven Team members making the road trip so far!  Hopefully, I will hear from more!  I surely wish I would have ordered some of those car flags with our logo to put on all of our cars on the trip out! 

I wanted the show to come to the rodeo Saturday night, so that they could interview Gabby as well, but their schedule did not permit.  So, we are literally "taking one for the Team", and driving out Thursday and back Thursday, as any exposure or coverage is great to get more awareness for what TEAM DO3 is all about!  More awareness, means more sponsors, and more team members and in the end, more for all of the charities! 

I sure hope we can continue doing such things as a Team!  It truly was alot of fun being in the parade on Memorial Day!  The tv show will no doubt be fun as well!  Then of course, the rodeo on Saturday with Gabby and her family!  So alot of fun things happening with TEAM DO3 besides our normal activities on weekends with our beloved animals! 

Paige Campf

One of our Team mothers, Karrin Campf said this to me the other day -- "Paige is even more aware now of what other children are going through and I credit that to you!!! Our sitting and talking with her has sparked the thought process for her about caring for others and above all is a lesson in empathy..something our culture is starting to lose!!!"   No doubt that TEAM DO3 is more than us raising money for charities, it is also teaching some very important values for our kids! 

RIDE ON!!

This IS my first PRO rodeo!

Did you ever hear the saying "This ain't my first rodeo"?  Well, the Huntington, PA rodeo won't be my first rodeo, however, it is my first IPRA rodeo.  My first Pro Rodeo so to speak.  I have to say, that I'm a tad nervous, as I am taking Smoke, a horse I've only owned for about a month and only have had 5 runs on so far.  I doubt he has ever been in the rodeo atmosphere either.  But,all rodeo horses have to start somewhere.  Unfortunately, there isn't much "tipping your toes" in the water for rodeo.  Not like I can make an exhibition run, just to acclimate him to the surroundings.  All I can do, is arrive early and ride him a bit to let him see the sights.  Then, hope for the best once the crowd arrives.  Smoke seems fairly laid back, and doesn't seem to be bothered by much.  So, I'm keeping my fingers crossed! 

My draw is #6 for Saturday night, June 16.  I had to ask a friend a million questions it seems-how do I know my draw?  What do I do when I get there-sign in?  Not that I'll place, but in curiosity, how would they pay out those 6 placings?  Unfortunately, that evening, there are no barrel racers that I know, so I am on my own!  Nobody to hold my hand behind the chute!  Guess I'll have to make a friend fairly quick! 

I went to the website of the rodeo, and looked through pictures as well.  Trying to get a feel for the arena!    All I could think was "holy smokes!  is there any room behind that 2nd barrel-or is it right on the fence".  It was confirmed, right on the fence!  So, as Chelsea Toy told me-ride two handed and push up in each pocket.  I know I've ridden in small pens, even on Smoke, that the barrels sit right on the fence.  He did fine!  I know I just have to have confidence, so he'll have confidence, and do our best!

At the age of 43, I feel like I am fish out of water.  I would imagine most girls that barrel race, start going to rodeos earlier in life.  As I mentioned, I have been in a few, but never too far away from home, and always with the same friends and competitors that I familiar.  But, when Sis started placing in the 1D, I felt like it was now or never-as it was something I always wanted to do.  Of course, I'm not getting any younger! 

Also, taking a "Rodeo Kid" while also being a competitor will be a little bit trickier.  As before, I had no worries of saddling up, riding in grand entry, etc.  All I had to do was concentrate on the "Rodeo Kid".  So, I will have to feel my way through this one, and try to organize it the best I can.  I always want to be there when the family arrives, and to give them their goody bags, etc.  So hopefully, the Polizzi family can get there a little early-to get all that done before I have to throw my leg over the saddle for grand entry. 

The Central PA Rodeo committee, Sam Swearington of Rawhide Rodeo Company and Mike Short, Jr. (the Country music entertainer for the rodeo) have all been very supportive in wanting to make Gabby's night very memorable!  So with all the help, I have confidence all will go well!  Regardless if I just lope the pattern!  (if pen is small..Smoke is large..has such a large stride..  geesh..don't know if he'll be able to open up much).

So the countdown is on!  10 days from now, we'll be headed down the road, to my first IPRA Rodeo, to meet the Polizzi family and to have a wonderful night at the rodeo! 

Blood, Sweat and Tears

Seemingly, the last two weekends that has been my theme-blood, sweat and tears.  Between last weekend cracking my skull open and being a bloody mess.  Kids screaming and crying as if I were dying.  Sweating it worrying about making it up to Venango in time for the t.v. interview-to this weekend.  I tried Sis on something a little bit less harsh than the Lasiks, and it didn't work. She bled.  So, I have a bleeder, which just has to be treated as such I suppose, using Lasiks always when I run.  But, she will need several days of taking it easy and anti-biotics.

From talking to friends, I know it's not the end of the world, as alot of horses out there are "bleeders".  Janet Kerr told me her vet won't even fail a horse on a vet check when it's a bleeder, as he feels it's not that big of a deal.  Those words really helped me alot.  I certainly tried to do everything possible to help her to not be a "bleeder", but, is what it is-and I can't let it get me down. 

So, for 10 days she needs on anti-biotics, therefore bringing me right up to the rodeo with Gabby in Huntingdon PA.  I really don't think I should be running her that first run out at a rodeo, where there will be a lot of things she needs to acclimate to with the rodeo atmoshere.  Perhaps, I'm being a worried "mom", and it's no big deal to do so-just give her lasiks and run.  But, for me, that first run out after, like it was at Venango, I have that worry shadowing me. I'm certainly not at my focused best-as more so in the back of my mind, I'm thinking "please don't bleed, please don't bleed"-as I'm worried for her.

I think once I know she won't bleed on lasiks, and I can still run her, and everything will be fine, I'll get over the worry.    But at the moment, I don't know what the outcome will be.  Will I lose her for running barrels?  Is she going to be a trail horse only?  If so, should I breed her?  Does the world really need another "crazy train" on earth?  She has been awesome to me all these years, even though she left a little to be desired in the attitude area outside of the pen.  She has an amazing heart though when it comes to running, and I have no doubt she gives me 100% every time out-regardless of how she is feeling that day.  She is a turning machine!   

So the big question in my mind, before Wednesday of this week, is do I enter the rodeo for the weekend of June 15 or 16th when I had planned on taking Gabby and her family.  I wanted Gabby to feel special, with a rider in the grand entry waving at her.  To have a participant come back and sit with her, etc.  Do I swallow my pride, and take Smoke, a horse that I'm not really sure even how to run quite yet?  He's certainly not bad behaved, we just aren't such a great team as Sis and I usually are in the pen.  I need some time on his back, and I need some runs on him.  So far, I've only made 5 runs since owning him.  I know from what my hubby and friends tell me, it will be good experience for both Smoke and I.  But, I've waited this long to get my IPRA card, as I waited for that horse to come along that I felt was worthy of being in the rodeo pen-so I didn't embarrass myself trying to run with the Pros.  So to have waited so long, to finally have gotten that horse, her not able to compete, to I swallow my pride and not go in that arena to win?  To go in perhaps looking like a fool just trying to run with the "big dogs"?  Or just forget all that b.s., and go in that arena to make a little girl's night at the rodeo a little bit more special? 

Since starting to barrel race at the age of 12, that was my dream, my goal.  Rodeos!  To be a participant.  To have the crowd cheering me on as I tried to shut that clock off in record time!  Somehow, with starting Dreaming of Three, and the "Rodeo Kids" program, it's changing me.  Meeting the families that I have met so far, hearing their story, being in the presence of such strong, courageous kids-and enjoying a night at the rodeo just being a spectator..it's just as exciting and amazing to me.  So far with Amy and Trenton, I didn't care I wasn't down there tacking up with the rest of the girls.  I was more excited about gathering gift packages, meeting Amy and Trenton and getting a hug! 

So, perhaps my role in rodeo, isn't going to be Rookie of the Year, or seeing my name in the standings or making it to Finals...but perhaps my role and dreams are changing a bit.  To continue to be able to take families with a child fighting or who have conquered cancer to rodeos through an organization I started because of the heartache I went through with my step father and father.    To give these families night out that they will always remember, where they can leave cancer at the door and forget about it for a couple hours.  To bring people together in the horse/rodeo world for that one little child for that particular night, reaching out and letting them know "we care".  Hell, my worries now days, aren't anything compared to these families and what they have gone through.  I know I have the support of my family and friends and of course of TEAM DO3 behind me always.  So whether I smoke run, (pun intended-I hope Smoke can smoke a run!), or not, I should not be concerned with that-just that hopefully, I can put a smile on the face of a little girl, who has gone through alot in her 7 years on earth. 

So Gabby-I WILL enter the rodeo on Smoke!  But, I do so for you-as otherwise, I'd be to embarrassed to do so!  But I'll take a big gulp as I enter that pen that night... and do it so I can see that smile of yours after.  As I'm sure, never being to a rodeo, a run will be a run..whether slow or fast, perfect or a train wreck.  My objective is just going to be to give you the most memorable night I can possibly give to you with the help of a lot of friends, family and people in the rodeo community!

(To all my rodeo friends, who may be there that night...don't watch!  ;)

Covering Each Other's Backs

I am not sure about other sports, but with barrel racing and each community of barrel racers we seem to cover each other's backs when it comes to having a horse that is injured when entered in events, clinics or even battling for that top spot in organizations. 

Several years ago-well (more like 12..), when I had my very first good horse, Peewee, I was winning the Novice Rider division in the Buckey Barrel Racing Association.  It was a close race no doubt, and it came down to the finals weekend.  However, all those dreams of finally winning my first buckle, saddle, etc, went up into smoke, when Peewee fell ill, and ultimately died that Friday of finals.  Before I even knew he passed away, my good friend, Jeanie Bowersock, allowed me to borrow one of her horses, Kickin Booty, a big black gelding.  I ran him Friday night, (if you want to call it riding, I was in tears and a mess, but "Bubba" took care of me, thankfully).  When I finished my run, my husband, Sean, was in the barn waiting for me.  I saw his face, and being he was sick with the flu and still managed to drive out, I knew it couldn't be good news.  He took me outside for a moment, and told me Peewee had died.  Was like a knife through my heart!  To finally make it to where I had a decent horse, to have spent the money to get the decent horse, and to have it be all gone with those words.  Bubba wasn't even untacked yet, as I cried my eyes out trying to untack.  Friends gathered around, untacked him for me and comforted me at that time.  I ran the rest of the finals, but, being I had just sat on Bubba's back that weekend, was a blubbering mess, I of course lost that buckle and "champion" status. 

During that weekend, what I didn't know, is that my friends and barrel racing community came together to donate money to help me cover the vet costs for Peewee for just that 24 hour period he was there.  The papers to sign to insure him were in the mail the day he died, so I lost all that money I had invested, plus vet bills.  So although we all compete AGAINST each other every weekend, it certainly was proven here that we watch each other's backs regardless. 

I of course, acquired Sis at one point, and she was increasingly improving.  Chrissy Elicks horse passed away, and she was in the same situation as I was, fighting for that top spot in an organization for the Youth class.  I let her use Sis for the weekend.  She did awesome on her, winning the Youth class that weekend, helping her to secure her spot!  Then, another time I loaned Sis, was to Natalie Davidson when her horse was injured.    I just want to be able to do the same for others, that my friends have done for me.  I am happy to be able to do so!

Then of course, this past April, when Sis was injured and I was signed up for Connie Combs clinic at Equine Affaire, my friend Melissa Kelly offered her good horse, Harry for me to take and still participate.  She trusted me with her horse, hauling three hours away for the weekend.  Again, covering each other's backs. 

Had it not been for Melissa allowing me to use Harry that weekend, I would have never gotten in contact with Connie Combs.  Connie is going to be working with Dreaming of Three in several ways, one of which is putting on a clinic where some proceeds go towards the charities!  We are still discussing all the aspects of her being a part and I will certainly let you all know the details once we iron out!  But, it is because of friends that make such things happen!  Without Melissa and Harry, perhaps the connection between Connie and Dreaming of Three would have never happened! 

So of course, when a friend of mine, Marissa Mooney asked to borrow Smoke, as her horse was injured when already scheduled and entered at IBRA Cloverdale this weekend, it was a no-brainer.  I surely hope Smoke wins Marissa some cash, as she is going to donate portions of any earnings on Smoke to the charities! 

I have no clue if other sports are like barrel racing.  Do race car drivers offer their cars to other competitors when they wreck theirs?  Do golfers offer their club to each other if their club breaks?  Do tri-athletes have extra bikes to loan other competitors their extra one if they crash theirs?  I have no clue!  But what I do know, the barrel racing community and no doubt the rodeo and horse industry are the same-We watch each other's backs even though we compete against each other every weekend!  THAT is sportmanship like conduct!